So I opened my Bible this morning to prepare for the online devotion I do for a Facebook group and found a nugget to help me get through this day. Just today. That's all I'm trying to deal with one day at a time. My aunt keeps asking questions about this or that - as she is anticipating a move to an assisted living facility. My answer is always - let's just take care of this first and we'll figure the rest out as we go. It's odd how we change isn't it? I'm the one who has to have the plan all laid out -everything in order, then allow for flexibility. But right now it is literally one step at a time, one day at a time one thing at a time.
I picked up the Bible closest to the computer this morning and it fell open to Psalm 145. Initially, I was going to just talk about the first 10 verses, they are so good. Then I decided I had time and went for the last 11 verses too. That's when I found verse 14. The NLT says it this way The Lord helps the fallen and lifts up those bent beneath their loads. I said out loud - I'm grabbing this one for today!
We are making it - and we will make it - and we will get all this done - but at times I feel the weight of the load. That's not necessarily a bad thing, just a thing. You know? At the appointment with the assisted living facility yesterday they said it could take at least 90 days to get it all cleared and all the paperwork done. I tried not to show any expression, but I was like what??? And to add to that - she has to pass this little test first - and I'm not sure if she can. With the future being unsure and not having any kind of timeline I can start bending beneath the load.
I'll take that as good news! Why? Because when I'm "bent beneath the load," I'm in the perfect position for Him to lift me up. Sometimes we start to think we are self-sufficient and fail to remember we live by and through His grace. Feeling the weight of the load is the perfect opportunity to trust Him more.
Today, I will remind myself that He is not only carrying the load - He's carrying me. I'll thank Him for lifting me up and setting my feet on solid ground. And with that, I will trust Him for one more day. Will you join me?
WOW! You're right, this whole chapter is awesome but verse 14-what a GEM! Although no longer in "caregiveing mode" (anniversary of Mama's homegoing is this week) I can totally grab this verse, and the lesson in your words to take it one thing/step/day at a time (which I seem to have to keep re-learning), for other "life" reasons.ReplyDelete
I am continually praying for you all. Not sure why it would take 90 days but I'm praying for the Lord to open doors no man can shut for you and your Aunt Polly.
Thanks for always sharing your heart. <3
Thank you so much. It's DHS that takes so long as far as paperwork. We first have to pass an assessment next week to see if she is accepted into assisted living... then all the paperwork! lol... thanks for praying!Delete
I guess each state/area is different. Sending up prayers that she passes!!!!ReplyDelete